Sunday, November 4, 2012

Weight Watchers

I've really been having a hard time. 

At this time last year, the weight was falling off.  I was EXTREMELY motivated and able to be conscious and vigilant about everything that went into my mouth.

This year, I keep trying.  And I keep fucking up. 

I'll do OK, then I'll get too hungry and pig out.
I'll do OK, then I'll cook something good and eat it all.
I'll do OK, then I'll drink wine. 

My metabolism seems to have slowed. 
I haven't been exercising.  And I don't want to exercise.

Yesterday, I weighed 218.  That really freaked me out. 

I.  CAN.  NOT.  GO.  TO.  WHERE.  I.  WAS.  BEFORE.
I.  WILL.  NOT.  GO.  TO.  WHERE.  I.  WAS.  BEFORE.

So, last night I joined Weight Watchers Online again.  It's one of many times I've joined Weight Watchers.  Sometimes it's worked.  Sometimes it hasn't.  But... it is the food plan that makes the most sense to me. 

We all know that I don't handle any sort of deprivation well.  We all know that I don't handle "no" well. 

I joined for three months.  Let's see what I can do in three months. 

I joined two challenges.  One is called "Christmas Sale!  10% Off Your Body Weight!" and the other is called "6 Pounds By Thanksgiving". 

Wish me luck. 

Love,
Jennifer (we got the big girl in control today)
;-)

3 comments:

  1. Whatever works. I am rooting for you. I will only share healthy things with you. You go girl!

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    1. Thanks Barb. It helps to know that you are ALWAYS by my side. Love you.

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  2. Jenn!! Well done - i am convinced that you can do it, but have you thought about going to classes? I know its a little more expensive, but the support that you get for it is really really worthwhile.

    Just a little low point food for thought.

    Best of luck!! You'll kick ass and remember, you can eat what you want - so long as you don't exceed those points... and do the 30 mins of exercise every day!! :-)

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