Saturday, December 22, 2012


That's how many pounds I've gained in the last eleven days.  

A pound a day.

Oh my God!  That means I would weigh 569 pounds of I kept this up for a whole year!!

Thank God I have a little bit of sense.   And a pinch a self-control.  (I wanted to use the word smiggin    but I don't know how to spell it.)

Blogging last night helped.  And weighing this morning helped. I've made much better choices today.  For one thing, I didn't stuff  97 butterscotch candies in my mouth during this afternoon's play rehearsal like I have been recently.

I feel a little bit more in control.

And I think it's hilarious that I've gained 11 pounds in 11 days because 11 is a number that I associate with Doak.  I've always said that, being with him, was like being an 11-year-old again.

Doak would find humor in that symbolism.

Loving you even at 215,


  1. This comment has been removed by the author.

  2. Good message, Jenny. Doak would love it. (And, by the way, it's "smidgen") Love you!

  3. Welcome to being human. I find myself at my heaviest so I can relate. This too shall pass... :-)I have been outta the loop for awhile and look forward to reading your blog more I am trying to get back on track.
    Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...