Friday, February 7, 2014

Not Wanting To Blog

I think one of the most important times for me to blog may be when I don't really want to.  Because I think that's maybe the beginning step of me 'closing my eyes' and not being conscious of where I'm going and how I want to live my life.

Tonight, I don't really want to blog.  I don't really have anything to say.  If I had a 5 point scale of successful eating, today would be a 3.  Not real bad, not real good.

But maybe that 3 is a dangerous place.  Maybe 3 is complacency.

I ate more than I wanted to today but did OK for going out to eat twice and once for happy hour.

Lunch at Morning Glory was a cup of green chili soup and a grilled chicken salad.
Happy Hour at Dixie Girl was two virgin Bloody Marys and a dry salad with salsa.
Dinner at Rigerberto's was machachas, beans, and half a tortilla.

See?  I told you going out to eat is my primary social activity!!

Good choices, but too much.  I could have probably stopped after Happy Hour.  But....... I didn't.  

I don't like to blog when I don't have anything clever silly to say.  I want my blog to be entertaining.  I don't want to list what I ate.  That is b.o.r.i.n.g.    But, I need to be blogging for me, not you.  That means when I'm not clever and entertaining, I'm not clever and entertaining.

But I still need to blog.  That's a tool that I have to SEE myself.  And if I can't see myself, there is no telling what I'm probably stuffing into my mouth.

Love you!

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